Well, we finally went to our first reproductive endrocrinologist appointment. They did a physical and basically sent us on a mission to complete numerous tests, some of which I have done in the past but they want them repeated. He said after we run all your bloodwork, ultrasounds etc.etc. we will meet back January 24 to discuss our options. Of course for me, this has been really hard to deal with because I am thinking now I am going to be "not trying" for 2 months because we have to wait for 6 weeks for the chromosome and genetic testing. My husband is telling me to wait and see. He wants us to find out if there is something wrong.
I had my first set of bloodwork done today, they took 25 viles of blood and then I had to do the glucose tolerance test which was not fun. That glucola drink was completely nasty and needless to say when I came home after the test, I walked in the door, had lunch and went to sleep.
I think the hardest part of all of this is getting people to understand that you are not crazy for spending money that you don't have to find out why you can't get pregnant and possibly find a way for you to get pregnant. I know that I can't make everyone agree with me and my husband but I just wish that I could feel support from those that are against the idea. I know it shouldn't bother me, and unfortunately it is becomming a constant argument between my husband and I.
I am tired of people telling me, "just relax it will happen" or "when it is meant to be it will be". Listen I have been trying for over 2 years and it is about time we find out what is going on to help us. Yes it is expensive but having a baby is a dream I think about all the time.
Tomorrow morning we go for more tests, and then next week I have that oh so great test -hysterosalpingogram. I did it once before but they just want to recheck since it was over a year ago. Then we will be playing the waiting game.
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